I am a convicted sex offender in Washington State I was 21 at the time of the offense and am now 30 just released last November. I was raised in a good family and was taught morals and manners and such. I have no other criminal history. I got mixed up in drinking and partying, and the wrong kind of crowds and to make a long story short I went to a party one day with some friends using and drinking and had sex with two 14 year old girls. I make no excuses for what I did it was not right, but I was also very young at the time and very immature. I did 8 years in prison I am a level 3 sex offender now, and have to be on probation the rest of my life with the ISRB board. The day I got arrested I quit using drugs and alcohol I have not touched anything since. It saddens me that one bad decision when we are young can affect our future there is no leeway to these rules and laws. I am now 30 going to college for cyber security with straight A’s and my college is funded I have not put a dime into my school. But all my efforts to show society I am not a bad guy seem in vain, because of the label level 3 sex offender. I am not even a violent or dangerous person. I am one of the most calm kind and respectful people out there. In a lot of ways you could say I am a bit soft or eccentric, but definitely not some creep. I am not the guy that waits outside schools to find little girls and rape them, or steals little babies. I was a young man that was confused in my life and made a series of poor decisions. I did 8 years of hard time, I took responsibility for my actions. I even dealt with some of the worst prison violence you can think of, but I survived and held strong and I am now out and really doing everything to reform my life, but it seems like a hopeless effort with the stigmatism I get when people find out I am a sex offender, and of course the police reports tell a different story of what happened that day. I am a normal guy I have people that love me and I have family and friends that know who I am, and that I am not the guy of those reports. I cant even get a girlfriend for fear she would find out and leave me instantly, even though I am kind person I have a hard time letting anyone in now days because in the back of my mind is DOC and the registry, smiling back at me with devil horns, knowing that they have me for life. I understand there are some people out there who a really fucked up and have done some really messed up stuff to people, and are really creepy. I am not that guy at all, but I am labeled right in there with them it does not feel right at all. It seems like the system is to hash on this stuff and I understand why they are, but when they see a guy who was young and made some poor decisions and who is out after serving his time and going to college, you would think that they would give the person a break after so long. I mean I have not been violated once since I have been out, I have never failed a drug test, I pay my fines, I do all the stuff they ask me too, not to mention I did not even graduate high school, and here I am in college for computer science with straight A’s on freaking support grants and scholarships. I have fought for all this, nobody gave it to me on a silver platter, and I do have people fighting for me, that know I am a good guy, but who the fuck cares because I am just a dirty sex offender, well I laugh at that and I laugh at the justice system for being so vain. I am going to keep on the road I am on and continue my school, because I know I am better than the stigma and when I am making 100k a year as a computer network security architect, I will bring the big fight to them gloves off with the best attorneys money can buy to get off of all this crap that an unbalanced justice system has bestowed upon me for a poor desion I made. while just coming into manhood. I feel for all of you sex offenders out there who are in a similar situation, and god only knows the ones that are truly good people that made poor decisions young. My advise is keep fighting the fight and stay stong, because things can change even when it seems all hope is lost. For now I have pretty much come to terms with the fact that I will never have a woman that loves me or wants to be my girlfriend, because as soon as they google me its over or if I tell them they will leave. but I am OK with that because I now have the time to focus on my goals, and bettering my life. It sucks and I get lonely at times but what option do I have. I just hope that one of these days the system changes and becomes more aware of the guys that are really trying to change and better themselves, and release those ones from these restraints that bind us, because it sucks and we have feelings too. I know after posting this that I will get some good responses as well as some punk jackasses that will hate on me and say I am some creed da da da I have heard it all before, and let me tell you all one thing I learned in serving my time in prison most of those hardcore guys in prison that talked shit about us sex offenders, come to find out where hiding a sex offense, so if you have some shit to say probably a good chance that you did the same thing when you were young, and just never got caught for it , oh yea and I was the one in prison that stood up to those guys, because I am strong and confident and I know I am not the label and in there when someone would say some crap to me I would be right back in there face barking just as hard, because my good name means a lot to me. I also want to say to any women out there that have been violently raped by some creep, I am deeply sorry you ever had to experience that because no human deserves to be hurt that way, and nobody has the right to touch you without consenting permission. So all those women out there stay strong, your life will get better and hopefully the one who actually raped someone gets what they have coming, as for the young men out there that made poor decisions and and had sex with a teen at a party when you and the teen were both young and confused and probably intoxicated, and both party’s were consenting, all I can say is no matter what was said or put on the police reports, dont forget who you are and where you came from, never give in to the label, you are better than that just continue to fight the fight, and continue to improve your life people will see I assure you and some will never want to see it and they have that choice, but unlike most people in society guys like us will know the caliber of the friends we do have, as well as those that think they are better than the next person. I am Michael Hendricksen level 3 sex offender from Washington state, and I am fighting the fight, I do not live in fear! Oh and sorry for any spelling errors, or bad punctuation, I just wanted to get my thoughts out as fast as possible. I thank any who read this and comment even if negative comments.

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